Law of attraction in reverse
Law of attraction in reverse mode is this possible?
Why does it seem like it’s one step forwards and twos steps backwards where the law of attraction is concerned.
It seems no matter how hard I try to live in the positive emotions, those stirring negative emotions seem to manifest themselves.
I want abundance! I am helping others achieve their desires and feeling their excitement.
Yet somehow this does not rub off onto me.
It’s like my underlying negative emotions always surface and they’re the ones to dominate my thought patterns.
It’s a struggle. I don’t understand how I can still let these negative thoughts still keep hold of my life.
I have been clearing out the baggage and working hard on myself.
This has brought some joy and abundance and it feels good when I can stir up this feeling of happiness and prosperity.
Ok I know I have only been at it for one year. How long does it take?
It’s like my subconscious mind is waiting to sabotage me at every turn.
It cannot come to grips with the new programming I am asking it to take in.
The feelings are mixed up and the resulting situation is attracting negativity back to my self.
I am not sure what the answer is.
I know I have to make some changes, dramatic changes to ensure that I move in the direction I want to go in.
I am very tired of living a life with a ball and chain dragging behind me.
The constant self talk has not been enough. How do I get to bottom of these feelings and remove them from surfacing
One of my good friends suggested mediation.
I have been reluctant to try it.
Journalling worked there for a while, writing down my thoughts seemed to snap me out of the negative emotions.
However for some reason I don’t stick at it and this makes it very inconsistent.
I have a strange suspicion that this is my quest in life . To dig deep and unearth these negative emotions from my life and my family’s life.
It seems to be a trait that the whole family has lived by for such a long time.
Dont aim too high, you might get disappointed.
Play it safe and you wont get hurt.
So what happens when you try to break the mold. That thinking comes to bite you right on the you know where.
Apart from moving to a deserted island and mediating for 24/7 what other options are possible?
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If you have a quick fix solution I would be very grateful for your input.